08 February 2009

I love the rain the most...

...when it stops. 

I've been in a funk lately; in my world its been raining, and I wasn't really sure what to do about it. The boy that I loved told me last weekend that he no longer loved me and since then I have been waiting for him to change his mind so that I could get on with my life. Which, obviously, was the wrong plan of action. But what's the right plan of action? And how can I make my heart be reasonable? The truth is, I don't know if I can. I feel like I've been just keeping myself busy lately trying to distract myself from the chaos in my heart. 


This weekend pulled me out of my stagnant state, it pulled me out of my lovesick-what-am-I-going-to-do-without-a-man?!- funk. Thanks girls, for your support, adventurous spirits and inspiration. I couldn't ask for better friends/sisters. So I might still be a little broken-hearted and it might be hard to listen to Taylor sing White Horse, but I don't think its raining any longer in my world. I can move on with my life. I don't need a boy in my life to make plans and have adventures. And I'm really glad it didn't take months for me to figure this out. 




and did you know...

...Starbucks makes everything better :0)


Oh... and I bought new jeans this weekend!.... and shoes!.... and a skirt! yay!

Love!

1 comment:

Beth said...

Britt I love you a lot. I'm really glad this weekend was good for you - I always feel like time with you girls is rejuvenating :) I love your new jeans (and your face)!!!! I'm praying for you dear and hope that you have a great week!